letting go is so hard to do.

I did winter cleaning yesterday and it's always been my ritual on new year that to clean and give away old stuff. I've just realised that I have too many stuff on my room and thus the reason why I don't have enough space. Gosh, plus I have so many book untouched and didn't finish reading because of too many books I bought.

My new year's resolution: I've been trying to stop smoking, so the first thing I did on new year is to quit smoking. It's quite hard since I've been smoking like I was 13 years old and I stopped when I was 24, since cigarettes in Canada are quite expensive, then I came back smoking after I studied in Canada. 

Try to lose weight! God I'm so fat D:


That's it for my first post... I think I should really redesign or do another concept of my journal... hmmm

last but not the least

This will be my last post for 2011. I promise that I will post more on 2012, since I'm about to concentrate in my job/business than doing films. 

I love how the film industry works. Unfortunately, my body can't handle anymore :( Due to my obesity problem, more illness came and now my throat is suffering, due to my smoking habits. Although compared last year, I smoke less I must say and I don't drink alcohol anymore. It's just that I'm done with that stage. I do hope I have healthier lifestyle for 2012...

to all my LJ friends who still stick around... thank you and see u on 2012 :)



I hereby announce that I condemn CI YAOI - http://community.livejournal.com/ci_yaoi - for what they are doing. They steal download links and files from scanlation groups, post and reshare the files without permission from the groups. They have no respect whatsoever to the people who buy the books, scan and translate those projects.

I condemn them and I won't have anything to do with them. I don't tolerate such actions. I hereby state that I am not a member of CI YAOI community and I will never steal from any scanlation groups or re-share without permission.


and I KNEW IT!!!!

This is the very reason why I love Gintama! Of course the recent anime arc is Renho Arc, with the parody of Gundam... If there's Gundam there's Furuya Tohru-sama <3 

Yup, I can still recognize his voice because of Gundam and Sailor Moon. Thank you!

Who is still watching Gintama? :)

Please enlighten me~

 Since I've missed a lot for the month of April - July... Kindly update me~ I want to hear more about Nakapan and One Piece XDDD

Seriously, I'm so outdated recently since I've read a lot of yaoi mangas. YAY! finally Koi Soru Boukun, one of the few series I kept updating since there are a few website I'm always checking it out, the one with Nakamura Shingiku and Takanaga Hinako, since they're both ongoing manga. :) Of course I'm always checking Maiden Rose too, since I got the first two volumes (waiting third volume impatiently, since it said to be released yet...)

Recently I adored Junko and Yamamoto Kotetsuko kyaaah <3 so cute :)

Anyway, since the festival is done, me and the team were starting to send entries in other countries (cross fingers hoping to visit in your home country one day) :D

all's well that ends well

Yes, a long week of Cinemalaya festival, where all independent filmmakers celebrate and show their talents and skills using the medium of ... digital film.

So, luckily our film Amok (see Amuck) in the New Breed Category won for Best Sound and Best Editing. Unfortunately, we didn't get the Best Director (which most of the veteran and new filmmakers were expected him to win) and Best Film.

We really want to win those two major award but I always looked on the brighter side that at least we won two awards, which is not bad! Since we convinced and satisfied our audience then we're good :)

here's one of the fair review in AMOK


We really do hope our film travelled around the world :)